Yes! There is an internal struggle! I pray each day to be the best mother, the best wife possible……and, again, I am answered with pain that radiates throughout my entire being!
All I have ever wanted is to be a good wife….a good mother to our son. I want to just have the opportunity to enjoy all the time possible with them!
I am finding that I have been granted a special “gift”. God has granted me the opportunity of not just a few health challenges….he has now presented another health challenge!
My prayer is that this will lead to the opportunity to connect with those that need strength…..I am hoping that I can…somehow be that strength. That somehow…this might be a final test…..at least for a while………