I know that I have been absent for a while…..
We have been in transition! The death of my Sis showed that I really needed to start taking care of myself….which meant to start doing what was best for me…..not everyone else.
Short recap….we packed up, loaded everything in 3 U-Haul trailers….and with the help of my Sister and Brother-in-Law and Nephew left Oregon for the desert of Southeastern Idaho.
We had no where to land….just friends in the general vicinity….family a short drive away!
We have been in an extended stay motel for a month….the staff was excellent! We treated it as a vacation. Our son enjoyed the pool….my hubby and I enjoyed the spa.
We are now in our new home! So beautiful! So much more than I could have ever imagined!!!
I am exhausted!
Movers brought everything for from storage today…Lowe’s delivered some appliances….
Exhausting work! And I did very little…especially compared to my hubby and son!
Yet….those with Fibromyalgia/Polyarthralgia and associated disorders (like IBS or some form of arthritis)….know that we are overwhelmed when we act as the “supervisor”…moving around with the emotional excitement will always mean complete….total….exhaustion!
My brain is completely numb…..my body completely lethargic….
I am overwhelmed! I am flooded with emotion! I am SO thankful for our new beginning….yet….SO desperately missing and clinging to my Dearest Sis!