Embracing life with chronic pain and illnesses.

Loss

I am kicking back in my recliner that my awesome hubby brought into the house!  I sit here….overwhelmed….I am surrounded with my family…..my awesome hubby, son….and our Yellow Lab, Chrly.

My Dear, Dearest Sis, made this possible!  We had talked….she had SO wanted us to make this move!  To jump at the opportunity to help me feel better!

Yet…now…..I am filled with loss…..with emptiness!  I am not alone in my heartache…..I know of many others that are hurting….that are missing, Carrie…………

I know…that with each day….we are proving that life IS abundant….IT surrounds us…..WE are embracing every opportunity to explore….to experience it……

In this…..we are celebrating my precious, Sis!  (I miss YOU!!!!!  SO much!!!!)  Yet…I know that I need to be the support to others!  I need to be their rock!

You, my Dear Sis, were MY rock!  Where am I to go?  I have no one to call….no one to speak to……YOU alone I trusted….you knew me….you understood me……I could totally trust you.

I have the most wonderful husband and son in the world!  Yet….I am now at a loss…..I no longer have a confident!  Someone to confide in….to share my dreams…..my hopes….with….

Now….I will look to the stars! I will hope that dreams….and aspirations….are magnified through the tears….the laughter……the shared aspirations……the shared experiences…….

I love you, Sis!  Always and forever!  I know that this heartache will remain……it will continue….for you are no longer with us…….

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