The reality of death is truly overwhelming!
Death is so much more complicated!
I visited….hugged…and kissed…the “shell” that was my beautiful Sis! Only to be reminded that the beautiful “person” within….was her wonderful spirit! The forehead that I placed kisses upon was an empty shell….the form that had once held her being…..
Yet….I need that wonderful being! I SO desperately need my Sis!
I know the cold forehead that received those kisses…..was only the form….the body…..NOT my Sis…..the warmth….the light…the true spirit was gone! I know she was experiencing that wonderful light and warmth…..the true glow of Heaven! My Sis is one with God and his Angels!
This step is THE hardest! I had thought others close……but NO! Not as close as this……
I am struggling with how I am to come out of this! How can I recover and somehow come close to the person that my Sis was?
I feel a complete failure! I have no way to compensate…….no way to make up for the person…the future….that she showed!
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You are your own person, im sure she would want you to love your own life and be happy. It gets easier with time ♡ give yourself a break you are doing the best you can x
Thank you! It just gets tiring as you know!