Embracing life with chronic pain and illnesses.

Life Is Tough!

I SO wish that life was easier!  I enjoyed the past when I could count on all family and friends….we enjoyed teasing each other….laughing as if there were no tomorrow!

Now I know the painful truth…I know the loss of a loved one….the sudden, tragic loss of a precious life! 

My Baby Sis!  She was just starting to experience the prime of life!  A recent graduate of the U of O Law School (first in her class!)….enjoying life with the Love of her life!!!

The future cut short….I cry…..and scream….

Life is SO frustrating!  I so wish my Sis could have her future!  The grand tomorrow with her Law Firm and her Partner! 

I sit here…struggling…dealing with the pain of my reality.  I wish that I could somehow hold a candle to my Baby Sis!  

I struggle with the incapacitating pain of Fibromyalgia, Polyarthralgia, and yet to be determined diagnosis!

I would trade….knowing her impact on all those around her!  I do feel guilt as the big Sis who was supposed to protect.

A horrific overflow of emotions!  I want my Sis! I miss my Sis!  I feel responsible!

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Comments on: "Life Is Tough!" (1)

  1. I’m so sorry you are going through this hard time. – hugs

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